Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Training day

Today I didn't get to go with my baby to training :( alas baby girl hadn't eaten and was going to get fussy and hungry. Although she was all for going... yes my kids love wrestling... all 4 of them. And Yaya she loves her some Bj, even when she doesn't want anything to do with him lol....

I am sure he is being hard on himself , how I wish he wouldn't, but I guess it's something he has to get through and get over. I hope he's not over analyzing stuff right about now .... now just as I know he is. It's in his nature he can't really help it.

He's only been gone a short while but I miss him so very much, I rather enjoy being with him and watching him train because it helps me help him. Well maybe Thursday I will get to go again once we can figure out what " little high yellow envi" lol is going to do or at least get her dinner on the way so she can eat.

So back to waiting for my baby to come home so I can find out what went on today.....

Monday, June 29, 2009

Back to work

Well vacation is over and today was back to work as usual...well so I thought. Aparently one of my co workers has cleaned out her desk.. you know the kind of thing people do when they are leaving and don't want to tell anyone..hmmmm. Well to each his own I guess. The fued started a while ago when someone didn't like something... it was one of those days when they were all acting like children.... I have my own and don't particularly enjoy dealing with people at work who don't know how to talk to other people. Anyway, a buys day for me of course as I do so much there and am always swamped. Another reason that I am always busy and having to work my butt off is because there is only one other person who can help me... and when either of us go on vacation well, the other is just busy :) but alas at least I have a job.

So now that vacation is over, it was fun the long drive was exhausting, but well I enjoyed getting away. Since this was my first time seeing the ocean I was good. And to have been there with the girls and my honey... all the better. It was a few firsts for me actually, first time in Cali, first time in the ocean, first road trip with anyone let alone a man. I'm glad though, Bj was great he did most of the driving for the trip. I drove more on the way home than I did on the way out there. Yes he deserves the recognition.. or so he keeps telling me...lol. Jermaine and Chennel are cool as hell, hopefully they will be able to come down to Texas to visit. We will have to arrange something to where we can take them out somewhere. Although we kind of have to go somewhere ourselves. We don't go to clubs well because we have the kids, but I think we will have to set some stuff up for their visit.

And Bj's dad and step mom are always nice to be around. Even though Bj was complaining about steak.... they are vegetarians... he did get his meat though...:) that's my baby!

Well tomorrow is back to training will have to remind my baby he's got cardio to do today:) I'm off to make my man and my fraggle some dinner...ciao

Friday, June 19, 2009

Today is the day

So we start our journey today... the wonderfully long drive. I think that it will be exhausting but I am looking forward to having an actual vacation with my baby and the girls. Since it will be my first time actually seeing the ocean it will be awesome. Bj of course has seen it many times, but here in Texas all we have is a dirty coast and since I don't go anywhere.. well....

Anyway, Bj is looking forward to seeing his best friend, and his Dad. It is a lot for us to do in a week but I think we will be ok. Now it's just what to do with Skye ( Bj's dog ) lol. Not wanting Bj to be worried about her, even though she will be fine!!! Don't want our vacation to not be as great as it will be because he's worrying about how she is. Skye is kind of our other child though she is a pain in the butt, and even though he thinks I don't like her ( which is not the case). She does get on my nerves, and tear up my stuff, and he doesn't bathe her....yes procrastination. He has been saying for weeks...no months...that he is going to bathe her. Well i guess she will be getting bathed today because before she gets in the car for hours with me she will not be stinky... and that means her carrier too.

So..... we are about to start out tonight , of course in theory around 7pm or so to drive to get to my moms. This is considering that we get everything done so that we can go on time. we shall see...

Last night we were at training again, and Bj still beats himself up, and over analyzes stuff. He has moments where he's doing way better, and then if you tell him it's good, he still tries to analyze what he just did to try to do it the same way again. He's going to get it one day, we really need to get elbow and knee pads. My poor baby looks like the poster child for Band-aid. One day he will get it all together, he's learning stuff and of course I do too as I watch him. Although eventually I will start looking at matches the way they do critiquing and watching. I do think I found an anwer for his question abotu what he should be studying.

Not just the style because you really create your own style of wrestling, it's basically what works for you. It's how they sell, how and when they use the moves. What it looks like how it works. When good times are to use certain moves or when to use them. WHen it's too much, how the chains fit together. How it gets the crowd, how to pace yourself and not rush through. What you should be thinking in the ring is how do I want this to play out. Watching matches you can watch what people are doing, think about other ways it could have been done. How certain people work, how it looks. It's more for generating ideas as opposed to doing what they do. watching how the match works. Eddie is really great when it comes to putting matches together, and the ideas flow. It's awesome to watch. He knows how the crowds work, and how it should look. It's easy to wacth and see why do extra moves and break stride when you can easily work it another way. There is always a different angle.

Eddie training Bj is truely an awesome thing. Bj can learn so much from him.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Another day closer

Well it's Thursday and I did absolutely nothing last night that I intended to do....hmmm is porcrastination contagious. Well tonight is training and we are going to make a list too so that we can do the things we need to do for tomorrow so we can leave. Hopefully Bj will not use too much of his brain tonight ..LOL... it's a process I just don't like to watch him beat himself up.

So today turned out to not be such a great day, I have been arguing with my sister in law who thinks it's her place to tell me about what I should do with my mom and how I should talk to her. And then we found out that one of my uncles past away yesterday in a freak construction accident.

Well, I don't really have much else to say today...sorry.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Hump Day

Last night Bj was beating himself up again, not just literally. He is so very hard on himself, and he doesn't need to be. I worry that when I try to point out that it's okay to suck right now he doesn't realize that I don't mean it in a bad way at all. When the other guys get in the ring with Eddie he is watching and critiquing the moves they make. It's harder to have learned and been doing things a certain way and then have to be told to do them right.

The guys are there and they are re-learning stuff too. Bj has a clean slate he's learning from the ground up, the other guys have been doing it for a while and some things they can do and others they can't. Every single one of those guys had to go through the same thing.... I know my baby and I understand that there are certain things he just wants to do right. And him having watched other guys for so long and wanting to be in the ring is not going to make him an expert. He knows it's hard work, we can't jump from one day to the other and be perfect... well I can lol.

If you take a step and watch some guys in the ring... yes even in the WWE, and ROH... they still mess stuff up. So, it stands to realize that in this business there is no such thing as perfection... Even when you have it all down you can have off days and mess stuff up. The point is to get it into your head that you have to do everything over and over and over again until it's a knee jerk reaction to go this way or that way or to not protect your body as it falls to the mat.

The day will come when the brain takes a step back and allows the body to do what it's being trained to do. And one day he will be in the ring and it will not be so perfect, but he will let it roll of his shoulders and move on without punishing himself in the ring.

Bj will be there one day and he is reaching for his dreams he only has to realize that in this case you can walk to your dream instead of running, and it won't be lost. Not everything will come easy, he's learning this about life in general.... We all have hard times every one of us, life isn't sunshine and lollipops. We walk through fire and brimstone sometimes for those we love and to get through those rocky times we have to have faith and believe in ourselves and those who are standing there with us. I believe in him and I know that practice makes perfect! So I can't wait to see where he goes with everything. Can't wait to boo him when he walks down to the ring and make sure others boo him too LOL

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Tuesday

Tuesday is here and it's time for training.... tonight I will cook while we are waiting to go then off to Pilot Point it is for another day of training for Bj. We will also be finding out the particulars of next weeks back to back shows. The Heavy Weight Title Tournament... woohoo plus the Decatur show... We of course will not make both shows which I am a little bummed about. You can't have everything though huh .... At least we are getting to leave Texas together and go see both family and friends. Angel will be spending the summer in Cali which she is looking forward to, and we get to see Bj's bestfriend, his Dad, and the beach... Awesome times, hopefully it will be well worth the drive.

We still have some things to work out and actually draw out a plan since my loving Bj doesn't always work well aparently without one. So tonight is training and tomorrow we will get both shows done for the Insider. we have lots of stuff to do which we really should have been getting done this weekend but, well we were kind of just didn't finish it all.

The laundry however did get done since aparently that is one of the many things I'm good at; other than translating AAA wrestling on Sundays for Bj.

Now Raw last night, the big 3 hour special.... they had the Intercontinental match, the ECW title match, and the WWE title match all with the first hour.... ?? then Donald Trump the new owner of RAW...WTF? Ok so no... Sounds like another big shannigan but I guess we will see what happens. Jericho retains the Intercontinental title by way of pulling on the face mask of Rey Mysterio.( Jericho's quote.. You all are the same ignorant, insipid, bulbous, manatees you have always been ) .. , Tommy Dreamer retained the title, winning because of a relatively fluke ankle injury suffered by Christian. Orton became WWE champion of course seizing opportunity and suprising the Big Show with the RKO. Now being that Cole said something about the cover of the magazine showing Randy on the cover before the match was even started kind of let it out, but still I don't like Orton anyway ( not that I'm supposed to he is a heel). My fave quote of the day John Cena on Randy Orton: "Why does a WWE Superstar with so much talent continue to be such a gutless, spineless, disrespectful grand wizard of the Baby Oil Boy's Club?"( LOVE IT)

Mickie James won her match against Rosa Mendez with a nice clean DDT, Bj's not too big on the women of WWE but Mickie can actually wrestle ( so he says ). Then Goldust and Hornswaggle came out with the T-Shirt gun, and were interrupted by the Miz, who said he wanted to impress Trump and ended up attacking Goldust, after some advice given my Goldust to the Miz. Cm Punk retained the title also being opportunistic taking advantage after Jeff landed the Swanton Bomb. Now as Punk celebrated Tedyy Long came out and notified him of the next time he will defend the title against Jeff at Bash!!! Now unlike Bj I am a fan of Jeff, I know he has his reasons but I like him and am looking forward to wacthing the title change hands, ( now that's just me).

DiBiase and Rhodes caused a DQ in the Tag Team match, part of their plan to gain the titles of course. In the 10 man battle royal Triple H won and got the title shot against Orton at Bash. Bj of course not agreeing as this to him is Stale rerun #1 ( Orton vs Triple H ) but alas it was either that or the rerun ( Orton vs Cena). Trump came out at the end of the show to announce that the title match will NOT be at bash instead it will air on next week's RAW, which is by the way shceduled to air commercial free. Personally I rather enjoy watching Orton get his butt kicked regardless of who deals it.

And the convo with Vince and Santino/Santina lol
Santino: "I just wanted it be clear, although there's a new owner of Raw, we still have our jobs, right? Let's jus say there was a Superstar who had, I don't know, let's just say, a twin sister and everybody thought they were the same person because said sister had no cleavage, a five o'clock shadow, and what appeared to be a set of testicles?"

McMahon: "Knowing Donald, he might be attracted to your sister, but there's no guarantee. Donald Trump will do whatever Donald Trump wants to do."

McMahon: "If there's one thing I hate, it's a billionaire with a huge ego."

Santino: "You must hate yourself then... But next to Donald Trump, you're not even that rich... I mean, no, no, you're rich, and trust me, you have a humongous ego. You are a success. You're just getting older and should spend some time with the grandkids. You're almost 70, right? Ahh, 60. Not a day over 50. You're younger than me. I've got to go!"

Anyway since this is new for me to actually be writing as far as the WWE break down, I usually leave it up to Bj he does it better than I do anyway. Well the end of the day rapidly approaches then it's off to Pilot Point, and another day closer to Friday.... WooHoo. I really am looking forward to this trip and us going to a real beach as opposed to the not so hot looking Texas coast. I do love Texas, but there are some things I can do without. Next vacation Bj says we can go to Vegas.. :) although I am going to miss him the couple days later this summer where he goes to VA to visit and bring back the boys... what am I saying I always miss him, if we could spend all day together I would. Tonight when we get home he will soak beacuse of the training and we will sit to watch ECW as we eat dinner at 11pm. LOL

Monday, June 15, 2009

Monday

Well today is Monday and in true fashion is a pain in the butt. Walked into work this morning with wonderful things to do.. I do so love when grown adults act like children and create drama in the workplace ( it's awesome )!!! Not..

Anyway so Saturday night was a HOT night in more ways than one, I rather enjoyed a few matches and of course in my fashion will be reading the results this week... wonder if I will have to mention the injury that sent someone to the hospital?

Now tonight is the 3 hour WWE and I definitely will be on the couch with Bj watching. Now even though he talks about how I have issues with how much he watches ( which is not the case). I love watching even though we both like different people and he sits there and talks smack about the guys that I do like... of course typical Bj... even in the movies he can't be quiet has to be talkin smack about stuff, but alas I guess that's what makes so good at what he does. ( not that I want to smack him on occasion ..lol)

We are off to Cali on Friday.. well Saturday morning... this should be intersting 20 hrs on the road with the girls... yippeee. I am actually looking forward to seeing my sister-in-law and the kids. And definitely meeting Bj's best friend. We are also stopping in Arizona on the way home to visit Bj's Dad. Good thing we don't have a show this week. Hoping we will at least make it home for the tournament on the 27th; I would really hate to miss the chance to boo my favorite wrestler.. No secret I am actually a very big fan of the Master of the G-Force super kick Gemini!!! All of our kids have one of his shirts, they of course agree with me on that part ( not that I sway them or anything ) lol. Then of course sometimes Jacob is rather stubborn like his daddy and wants to go against me , I just hold it against Bj of course.:)

Again looking forward to joining Bj at training tomorrow, always a great experience for me to watch him. I think the kids are going to love it too. Maybe Pops will get the swamp boxes working soon so we won't be so dang hot since it's supposed to be damn near 100 degrees this week... I sure hope it's cooler in Cali :) well back to work for me, half a day to go then home to my honey and wrestling:)

Friday, June 12, 2009

This is me

So as Bj has gotten me into this site I thought I would put something of myself out here. I am a Texan by birth, I have been here my whole life. I am originally from San Antonio, and moved up here last year with Bj and the girls. I have two girls of my own Angel and Naiya, and two twin step-sons Caleb and Jacob. It's a wonderful time with all four of them as we have three 8 yr olds, and Naiya the 2 yr old terror. Now we have been through some times since we have been here , and looks like things are looking up, at least I hope.

Bj has begun a life long dream in training for wrestling. He has even had the chance to be trained by someone that he not only looks up to, but is a fan of ( which is thoroughly fantastic for him). I am fully supportive of him and love being there with him. This is a part of my life that he has brought me into and I enjoy sharing it with him. I am also becoming a part of it all and it is great. Currently I am the voice for XCW's Insider results with SK1. This is something I am learning and look forward to being even better at, although right now what I do is basically read off last weeks results. Still it gives me a small part in this which allows us another thing that we do together.

I look forward to a bright future:)