This week......

Well still have been way too busy to post anything lately so lets catch up...... XCW has brought into power the likes of Lance Romance....... we shall see where that goes..... this past weeks show was a little on the "ehhhh" side. Not too much hype from the non existent crowd. The fire department however was on scene to observe the goings on... lol. Watch Evans tap out not 2 seconds after he had Apoc's hands wrapped over his face... that was just funny. It's hard when you get two people in the ring and people don't chant for the face...... hmmmm. So we will see what the Decatur show brings as far as entertainment.

Today is Thursday Bj is on his way to Decatur now to help put up the ring... yay. Tomorrow hopefully we will have the boys and we will all go out to the Decatur show. I am so very sleep though, we do not nearly get enough sleep. Our day starts very early in the morning and ends very late at night. I suppose we could sleep when we are dea but our bodies crave the rest.

ready for the weekend

Well its almost friday which means the weekend is sooo close. I am exhausted and ready for it too. Hoping of course that we get to sleep all weekend... yeah right lol . well short and sweet tonight as Bj has work to do :)

Shenanigans.........

To say the least of what happened tonight in Pilot Point. My favorite wrestler has now associated himself with the likes of someone who shouldn't even be allowed in the ring......

I was so disappointed to see the results of the last match, I already knew that Lance woould win however I did not anticipate what went down. I did not picture that Gemini ( two face) would do such a thing. I admire him for he wrestler that he is and have a hard time accepting the fact that he went and did an underhanded thing like that. He has always been a straight forward guy and to see him do that just broke my heart.

Now I do know that it is all for the show and the need to keep things fresh and going on, but there are just things that still shock me when I see them and don't like it. He is still my favorite wrestler and I have nothing but love for him and his family. They really are the best I don't agree with the things that happened tonight,........ but I know it's part of the show and I really can't be mad at him..... Guess I will just be mad at Nite lol .

So as Nite says they are going to clean up XCW, I hope that he begins with putting a stop to the wrestlers disrobing in the ring, and Eddie showing his butt to everyone and even putting his bare behind on the fans..... hmmm..... we shall see.

I do know that I will still not like it but I do however think that Lance should have been fired a long time ago as his nastiness is one of the manyt hings they should "clean up".

Still unhappy..............

thank goodness

Today is the start of my weekend.... took the day off tomorrow. Wish Bj could stay home with me too as he is well past exhausted. We never seem to catch up on sleep. Our days are so very busy, and it seems we never get done what we need to get done.

So to catch up since I haven't been even able to blog like before...... something happened this past weekend that really got under my skin. I don't like being disrespected especially when it come to my man.... I will just leave it there I could go off on a rant about stupid females and how they act and how I would love to beat the crap out of one in particular but alas I won't. I do know that I love my man very much and will continue to stand beside him. As for the dumb stuff I really don't have time for it. However should it happen again I will do exactly what I wanted to do this past weekend and beat her face in.... ahhhhhhhh

So today Bj has training and again and he is so very tired. His shoulder still hurting, my poor baby. The boys are not here tonight but will be back tomorrow. I miss them already :( The girls have aparently decided to show their butts today too , but that will be over quick fast and in a hurry lol.

Well off to feed the kids have a massive headache and all I want to do is lay down with the man I love and sleep......

Yay its friday

I'm so excited it is the weekend? Bj's dad will be here tomorrow and Angel will be home Sunday.WOOOTTTT! I miss my baby girl so very much!

Bj is hurting again although not quite as much as last time. His elbows still hurt as well as his shoulder. One day he will not hurt anymore. Hopefully that day comes soon but I am almost sure that as he learns new things he will still have new hurts. He's going back to running more now which will help he needs to blow himself up on a regular basis so that he will not be so winded.
XCW is back in Pilot Point Saturday night. Looking forward to having Bj's dad there with us.

well starting my weekend off now can't wait to relax although I probably won't get any sleep.

a new time

So I haven't been here since last week. A lot has been going on, we have had the boys which is awesome that we have gotten to spend so much time with them. I miss my oldest as she is still in Iowa.... today is her 8th birthday..... she is growing up so fast. Thank goodness she comes home next week. Bj's mom hs gone home and isn't in the most pleasant of moods but alas there are some things that happen in this life and some people who are never happy with any of it.

I love and support Bj in all his endeavors and try to be the best I can be with everyone, today he took a stand for himself and for us. Some things were said about little high yellow Envi and it was not the reaction that was anticipated I'm sure.

Tonight is training and I'm sure he will be tired and sore and ready to soak as he comes home. My hope is that i will have everything done for him. Dinner ready, kids bathed and in bed, and me with open arms ready to apply icy hot lol.

Well hopefully things will get better from here on out. Bj's Dad is coming into town this weekend which is awesome :) The boys haven't gotten to see him in some time and they are looking forward to it. Totally not the same experience with the mom as Dad is much cooler and much more supportive:) Plus I like him and he likes us :)

Well more tomorrow off to feed our kids :)

Wednesday........

Today... all I can say is that I'm here. Last night went well for training I think. Although there is that one person who tried to take off my baby's head... hmmm can anyone say "shank" lol. There are all sorts of people you meet in wrestling. Sometimes it's hard to see until to get deeper in it. Right now the Mr. is getting to knwo who's who and who they are tied to so as not to step on anyones toes or make any enemies.

SO why do people try to do their best to hurt you in the ring on top of it's training so you do everything in slow motion at first and not full steam. hmmmm, I wonder. SO we have to sit and watch and wait although really in the ring it doesn't matter if you don't get along, hell even if you hate the person. Persoanl difference aside you will respect each other and work together. I do however wonder if you choose not to work with someone how much work you will actually get? Probably not much.

So I will save my anger and just shank them in the parking lot LMAO. Ok so I won't but I will definitely bide my time until someone kicks their butt. Hell I will probably instigate it. REALLY.

Now on another note since I'm a little perturbed , I love Bj with all my heart. I love his Dad and Step Mom, his best friend and his Mrs. They are all wonderful. Now the mom - in - law is different. I am a little upset at myself because I got very upset yesterday and could not contain it. I am never one to hold my tongue nor punches. I am the kind of person that will not pretend to be anyone I am not. Now the in law has been here for a couple of days and has managed to really get under the skin. I am trying my best not to blow up although I fear I'm still managing to let it out on him. Of course it isn't ok either because I don't want to argue with him about stuff that isn't his fault. However I kind of feel like I'm expected to hold it in and not say anything so as not to anger anyone else.... HOW?

Not only because of how I am feeling about things that have gone on, but more so because I dislike anyone putting him down. AND I definitely don't like anyone saying it to the boys either. Basically she is putting him down not only by telling him but then trying to make them less in their eyes. Who does that? This is your child and your grandchildren, how could you want to make them think that he is less of a man or that he's not good enough. I really hope that it gets better only I don't see it happening. I really don't think I can hold my tongue forever, and when we have another one, will she try to tell them those things too? Not on my watch. We will fight.

I am so proud of Bj, I am behind him 100% in all that he is taking on. Hell, I love going to wrestling with him. It's awesome, and to see him in the ring. He still ebats himself up about everything Life in general as well, and I really do know why. How do you reverse a lifetime of people telling you that you are not good enough?

We do not talk to our kids that way, we do not discourage them, nor tell them that they are dumb. Having 4 kids is not easy by any means and we have made some mistakes sure, but we are now and will always be better parents than our parents were. Sorry for the rant I think I feel a little better now that I have eaten something. I wish people would be different though but change doesn't always come.